Why Art?

 Something interesting about me, being and art student, is that i'm not into art. I mean, in school I chose art instead of music, but that's because I was so afraid of music, I tought I had no talent for so it wouldn't worth it, also I've always drew well so it seemed like the only choice was that. Besides I barely visit art museums, I find them boring and I don't even know If I enjoy art, but here I am, determined to have my visual arts bachelor's degree.

Since I'm not an innate artistic person, I don't think I'm good enough for this, all my classmates have been artistic all their lives, at least most of them, I don't know their stories either, I'm just babbling right now. But that's why, guessing, I'm always jealous of other's work, 'cause I'm not THAT artistic.

I'm simple and ignorant about art (yes, I know I must know more of this topic since I'm studying it), so I don't know what kind of art I like the most, but I'm kind of trapped, caught by baroque and impressionism, I don't search it in google either visited museums that had it, only the ones that teachers present in class, guess I'm more into those epoch than art itself (I've always liked history, from Chile, Europe, Asia, first civilizations, etc) I didn't grew up in an artistic family either but graffitis from my town are in a great quantity and some are huge, same as murals. I find them interesting with an unusual beautiness, I always try to figure out what it represents or says, sometimes it's pretty difficult. 

I don't know if I said this in my other post, but I'm not the kind of 'favourite things' person, so I don't really have an artist or art work one. Sorry about that. Instead of that, I can give you what kind of art do I search for. I'm a textil artist (at least I'm trying to) so I have to look into textil art, sculptures, installations, site-specific, maybe drawings, maybe fashion designers and fashion weeks. I put some pictures I like. So, why art? Who knows! something dragged me here and here I am yet I like it, this career, studying this, not in the online way, personally hate it, but what can I do.